I wanted to go somewhere, I had never been. I wanted to explore beyond- what I could recognise. I wanted to share in something bigger than me. I assumed that the majority of persons wanted that.
My lecturers later told me, that this could not be true, as the liberal free minded person was not the ‘common man’ I met in the market but rather the person beyond my life- the person who had someone go to the market for them.
This dilemma stayed with me. How could we incite change, if the majority of persons were the problem?
Chaos. The answer was chaos.
You may wonder what chaos would solve, the answer is nothing, chaos will simply permit chaos but after the many organised and liberal free-minded persons had killed my children, raped my wives and husbands, slaughtered my father- buried my mother and noosed my beliefs, along with my ‘common man’ – I assumed that chaos could be the answer to my problem.
I wanted to go somewhere I had never been and I have never visited the space after liberal free man.